Fade away

It's the feeling
the anxious feeling
I could just fade away
and everything
would be the same
the words I said
in deaf ears
or cold hearts
are just meaningless
but maybe I'm wrong
and ask too much
or so it seems
I don't belong
here
nor anywhere
so I hope
I really hope
when I'm gone
you never realize
how much I could have done
with all this love
how would I have shaped
this
your world
with all this love
how would I have stopped rain
how would I have broken through
the gray walls of bitterness
enlightening the shadows
in our souls
just with the light
of your eyes
with a touch
of your skin
with a glimpse
of your fire
how much this crazy smile
loved you.

If I would just
have the courage
to stop this song
to fight no more
to fade away.